Friday 1 August 2014

A Tearful Goodbye



The summer holidays were just a week away. I knew that you’d be here soon. Under the pretext of helping out my mom,  I started visiting places you frequent – the malls, the super markets, those small shops beside my home… I knew that you will be there soon. It was almost a fortnight later, when I saw you finally though. When I introduced you to my mom, she thought you were not good enough, but I managed to convince her to let me bring you home.  You changed for the good and she accepted you. Somedays, you were just rotten to the core .Even I  couldn’t  stand you then. But otherwise,you were my elixir from paradise.  Until that fateful day.

As usual, we were sitting at the table after lunch.” Good gracious! Act like a lady! Where are your manners?”, my mom screamed at the top of her voice. I can’t help it. With you, I become a 3 year old. My retort of “Who cares?” didn’t go down well and I was prohibited from seeing you again until I behaved like a lady! I knew she meant it this time and went to others for consolation. But they were not you. They were  all mere impersonators.

 You started appearing  at my neighbours’ place . Dressed in shades of  yellow, you sure were hard to miss. I used to watched you from the corner of my eye. It was just another summer afternoon. The sun was sweltering on my back as I worked on my vegetable patch. And there you were, leaning majestically against the brick wall. Calling me to you. There was no one around. I picked up some courage and slowly walked towards the wall. Inching closer, I breathed in your scent. That unique scent, that I can pick out anywhere. “God! How much I missed it!” Just then, my mom s face loomed at the window and she called me in. I knew that you will be gone by the time I came out again. With one last longing look, I left you.

The holidays came to an end. I hunted for you everywhere and found you in the shadows at the end of my street. I realized that time was running out. I pulled out my savings and smuggled you inside the house. I shut myself inside my room and looked at you lovingly. One last time.

 I let the sticky juices flow down my arms as I bit into the juicy yellow pulp. I said to myself- “Screw manners! This is how mangoes are meant to be eaten” . As I licked my lips in satisfaction, a small tear left my eye, knowing that it will be months before I see you again.